Tap, friends, Mr. D, and something more......

Hello my mind, well What's on my mind right now? Well..... Mr. D, I know you probably wondering does this girl ever think about anything else besides guys? Yes I do! Okay sooooo.... I feel really bad because I missed my friends senior project presentation today during tap at school. and the thing that bugs me, is that I promised her I would go, but I was stuck in tap working on my stupid world history homework so there was no way I could make it. I know she forgives me, it just still bugs me that I broke my promise!

Well, I miss Mr. D! I know I should just be patient, but I mean....... Okay well i am seriously close with Mr. D he is my closest 'guy' friend. He is almost like my brother, I trust this guy with my whole life and every single info about me. I have known this guy since the summer before I went into 8th grade, it was in June and he was hanging out back at his grandmas with his sister and cousins next door to my house. And well over these past few years him and I have grown a strong bond, we have grown a best friend bond.... HOWEVER, we also unlocked a new bond when we met... Something more then friendship! And well it was forced to be put aside for all these years! and now finally there is a big possibility that finally him and I will finally have a chance to have something more! Reason why I am going crazy is because well I haven't had contact with him in about a month. And well I feel like going insane, I am missing everything about him right now, his voice, his eyes, his hair, his laugh, his smile, his hugs, and even his pervness. lolXD. I just miss being around him! But I guess I can't make those things happen so i guess no matter how much I hate it I have to just wait for his surprise call from his cousins house asking to come over!.... sad.......

well better go I got some things to do! 

~Luna~

yes Mr. D, no Mr. V, BFFL vs. bFF, cheesy eggs!

I really wish Mr. D would come visit me soon, he has been on my mind lately... No idea why! But He also hasn't been online so I had no way of wishing him a happy valentines day :(! Oh well it's already past that day! But I can't wait to see him he makes me soooo happy, even if we are still friends instead of more, he makes me happy either way. If only my mom approved, she thinks him and I should stay friends because him and I are more like brother&sister! And I kinda have to agree, I mean he is like a brother to me. However most of the time... He feels more than that to me, and I have no idea why! What's wrong with me? Is there something wrong with me? I mean is it wrong to seriously like someone your parents don't approve of? idk but all I know is that I still like him, and I have liked him for 3 years, and I don't think I have ever stopped! 

     What happened to all those blog posts on here from before you ask? Well they were filled with mr. V and well I am trying to forget my feelings about V! Yes it is hard for me because I liked him so much, but for some weird reason I am getting over him so I am proud of myself for that.... and sooo, how can I forget those feelings if what I feel is right there in front of my eyes to read? Get what I am saying? So that's why all those blog entries have disappeared from here! Just letting you know just in case you were wondering.

    Here is what I have told you so far, I am head over heels for Mr. D, and I am no longer crushing on Mr. V....*hopefully my math class understands that soon* So there ya go!!!

     Okay so my two best friends at my school got into a HUGE fight, and now they are not friends. So I SOOOOOO hope that ms. C doesn't make me choose between her and ms. S, or even worse just stop being my friend!  I mean I don't want to stop being their friends, I want to be friends with both.... ugh friend drama is so frustrating sometimes do you get what I mean? 

Well I better go, I am going to go make me some yummy cheeeeesy eggs..... Yum! so I'll blog ya later!

~Luna~