Domino you have stolen my heart

Dear mind I just want to let you know that Domino is one of the most important things in my life at the moment. I care about him so deeply and I hope he knows that. He asked me to not give up on him, and that he is trying to win my heart. and knowing that he'll read this I wanna say this!!!! -Domino has won my heart, he won it when him and I started to get close. And he doesn't need to worry about me giving up on him, because I won't never have never will. If I still haven't given up for almost 3 years, then what makes it seem like its time to start now. because its not, there is no way i am giving up on this guy! I care about him so much and I hope he knows it!!!!

By the way i love speaking spanish it's so fun! "A me gusta hablo espanol mucho!" Don't get what that means? Well that means "I like to speak spanish a lot!" But I am not fully fluent, but i am in spanish 1, however i so have a A+ in the class! 

Domino here is one last message..... You have stolen my heart, it's okay you can keep it!

~Luna~

birthday, 41, asking out, mother mad, yes, confused!

Well hello my mind, guess what today is? It's my dads birthday today!!! Woohoo, he is turning 41 lol shhhh don't tell that i said how old he is haha ^^. Anyways, Mr. is trying to ask me out, and i want to say yes, but my mom will get sooo mad at me if I do and then I'll get in trouble. I would just hide it from her but I would feel guilty, and it's so hard for me to hide things instead of letting it be obvious through my facial expression. 

  I seriously have no idea on what to do, can someone please just give me the answers because I am just so confused on which path is the right path at this moment.

~Luna~

Mr. D, so happy, cloud nine, and Mr. D

Well hello my mind, bet you can't guess how i am at the moment???.... give up? Well I am fantastic!!!! Mr. D finally got on the computer!!! and we talked.... I AM SO HAPPPPPYY!!! I am on cloud nine at the moment, and I don't think anything could bring me down. He said he won't be here for 4 months, and that's going to make me sad. However I will get over it!

       It doesn't matter the length in time, I will wait for him no matter what! He is making me soooo happy on the inside. I truly like him, and I just can't wait for my parents to realize that. It's so good to hear from him...... I am so happy it's not even funny! Well better go, I need to go eat dinner and go and talk to mr. D some more... CHOW!!!!

~Luna~

Mr. K, spanish, red & mr. S, mr. D :(

Hey guys, lets make another entry! Well to start off, people are starting to get the idea that my friend Mr. K likes me just because him and I hang out all the time. 

I had an amazing day in spanish, and now my counsler wants to have this meeting with my parents... Joy!!!... NOT! 

    ...Remember that guy that I said that I... kinda liked Mr. S? Well today he wore my favorite shirt of his.. Idk why it is but it is! Its this red shirt, and it looks really good on him. It makes him stand out.... He is really funny, i'm glad to have him as my friend!

   Still no news about Mr. D..... :( I will wait as long as it takes, but the longer he is away, the more my heart breaks!

Well I better go..... bye

~Luna~

*turns switch on*, he makes me happy, i miss him, stay!

Well hello again my readers, um where to start my blog of my mind.... Well looks like I have to turn on my brain haha.... *walks into brain and flips the switch* haha okay lets start. 

   Well to start things off I am feeling very excited because my cousins are here and i am always sooooo happy when they come to visit lol they are my buddies! 

   ...Mr. D still hasn't came to visit yet... It's making me hurt the longer he is gone, and the longer i have no contact with him... I miss him so much, .... my mother will never approve of him and me which hurts me so much because all I want is to be happy and he makes me happy. Now my dad may not like it but he will just deal with it and let me so i will be happy...... I just wish everyone would see and understand how he makes me feel, he may seem like a bad person on the outside but on the inside he is amazing person. He knows just how to make me smile, no matter what i cant help but be happy around him, and even when i'm mad or sad... its not for long because he'll just make me laugh and feel all amazing and warm inside.... as my fav. song that he showed me the last time he came over says, "Please don't walk away and please tell me you'll STAYYYYYY!"........ 

well i gtg my cuzins back so bye....

~luna~

Mixed moods, Mr. D, Ms. A, old friend, night night!

Okay lets start this entry....

   Well two start off with my mind, I am feeling mixed emotions! In fact I am feeling almost all the basic moods. Happy- Because I am growing closer to a old friend who I never thought I would get this close to again.... But you know what I like it, I mean we stopped being friends for quite some time, and when I think about... I think we just needed to take a break and start over because right now it's going great. *knocks on wood* Sorry don't wanna jinx myself. Anyways also Sad- Because I am lonely.... Just wanting to feel wanted&loved/you know what I mean! Also Angry- Because My parents do not see and don't understand my feelings/relationship towards Mr. D. I let them see what they wanted to see, I made them see my relationship towards him as a brotherly/sister kind of thing... But really him and I could be much more, but only my parents can't see it! And It bugs me because I don't think they ever will, my mom will never approve and my father will always say we'll discuss this later, and then puts it off!..... Pressured- My school/ grades/ being a good daughter and student. See and there's more but that would just take to long!

     Well off of boys topic.... I am growing closer to Ms. A! And it shocks me because I would have never thought of me and her becoming this close a few months ago. But you know what it's okay! Because I would rather be a close friend or even a friend to her than not at all.

I would type more but well... I got to go talk to some friends and dream! so night night!

~Luna~